"God in skin"

I read this quote today on Of First Importance, which struck me as particularly fitting to follow our previous post. Here's an excerpt:

"It’s bad news, death.

Because dead people can’t see. Can’t breathe. Can’t help themselves. Dead people can’t do anything. That is why they call Him Savior. When we were dead and could not touch God, Jesus came down and touched us.

....Divinity rushing into humanity. God in skin marching steadily to the beat of His own love."

-Louie Giglio


Read the full quote here.

Grace is Amazing (Really)

“I’m afraid I’m not good enough to get into heaven.” The teenage girl twirled a pencil in her hand as she expressed her concern to the entire youth group. Other students nodded, relating to her fear.

The youth pastor cleared his throat. “Oh well, just remember that Jesus loves you.”

That’s it? I was shocked. This girl was afraid she’s going to Hell because she isn’t good enough to earn Heaven, and all she was told was that Jesus loves her? There’s so much more to say!

You should say it, Hannah.

Excuses were ample: “Me? But that’s not in my script. What will I say? I’m here to speak to the youth group, yes, not to give a Gospel presentation...”

Yet what did I have to lose? My voice felt small. “I think it’s important to remember that repentance is hating our sin and turning away from it...and that salvation is placing our faith in Christ...and that we can never be good enough to earn heaven.” I prayed my long, run-on sentence made sense.

The youth pastor stared at me, his eyes glazed over and annoyed. “Uh, thanks."

A week has passed since this conversation and it hasn't yet left my mind. Here’s an interesting observation of my own heart from that youth meeting: I don’t focus on the Gospel. Yes, I try sometimes; but not to the level that I should. I felt perfectly content to give a hip, pre-planned announcement to the teens about something unrelated to the state of their eternal destination. I wasn’t excited about sharing the Gospel.

As the most crucial of all messages, the message of "Christ dying for lost sinners" ought to be shouted from every pew and streetcorner. But here's the problem: how can I expect to shout the Gospel from a streetcorner if I don’t give it a corner of my mind? If I forget what a sinner I am myself, how can I witness to a teen girl at a youth group? This calls for another re-visiting of the Cross.

A Wretch Like Who?

Dad likes to tell the story of the time he stood at a grocery store checkout, toting me in the shopping cart. When a woman passed by, I suddenly pointed my finger and began to call out to her: "Sinner! Sinner!"

I was two years old.

Growing up as a daughter of Christian parents and the granddaughter of Christian missionaries, it's easy to forget how much my sin weighed. Compared to some of the people around me, I've always been the goody-two-shoes type. Still, my attempts at goodness are tainted by my sin nature, and if you scratch more than the surface, you'll see I'm just as guilty as the rest.

Kris Lundgaard had it right when he wrote:

Every night Tom Brokaw tells us about shady politics and business scams. People finding loopholes in the law to use their sweat-earned money to build stately pleasure domes in Zanadu. But the sleaziest back-room Mafia deal can’t equal the deceitfulness in your heart. The heart is 'deceitful above all things.'

Think about it. Do you remember a single moment in which you did something truly good--not motivated by a desire for recognition? Do you remember "serving God" without paying the slightest attention to whether you served as much as the next guy? Do you remember a single time in personal Bible study that your mind has centered totally on Christ, with zero distractions? Yes, there might've been the time you really longed to praise God, but did you? Did you praise Him with completely pure abandon?

Me neither. That alone should draw me to my knees, in awe of God's redeeming love for a wretch like me; only when I remember my sin can I begin to appreciate the amazingness of Christ's grace.

When You’ve Been There Ten Thousand Years, Will You Remember Why?

I love, love, love the declaration of Hebrews 2:14-15: "Since therefore the children share in flesh and blood, He Himself likewise partook of the same things, that through death He might destroy the one who has the power of death, that is, the devil, and deliver all those who through fear of death were subject to lifelong slavery."

What's the moral of the story? That we have no morals, but Christ crammed His beatific Self into a weak body complete with muscle cramps and hunger pangs and every bit of human frailty in order that through dying in our skin, He might destroy the one who has power over us, and free sin-infested people who were enslaved to that worrisome question:"What will happen when I die?"

Now that's something worth singing about, and worth telling lost teenage girls in equally confused youth groups. Only by realizing our sinfulness can she, and I, ever comprehend an inch of this glorious, glorious Gospel.

Coming To a City Near You...

The Measure of a Man

Our dear friend, Stephanie, is traveling to California this coming week to film a documentary on the life and ministry of Nick Vujicic. Born without arms or legs, Nick has faced incredible obstacles throughout his life: "I had suicidal thoughts at the age of eight."

Fortunately, much has changed since then. Nick's perspective has refocused from what he can't do to the gifts God has given him. Traveling the world, Nick uses his struggles as a platform for speaking boldly of God's sovereignty and how He should be praised in every circumstance.

We're thrilled about Stephanie's documentary (currently titled "The Measure of a Man") and excited to see more people reached through Nick's testimony. Please be in prayer for Stephanie and her film crew as they fly to California to begin filming in the next few days.

May God be glorified completely!

The Truth About Insecurity

Well, I thought wryly, as I scrutinized the reflection blinking back at me in the mirror. At least God didn't give me an opportunity to be vain. The features of my face assaulted my eyes painfully. It was all wrong. My hair. My nose. Yes, especially my nose. Oh, was there anything good in that image? Well, Lord, as I was saying... at least I'll never be capable of vanity, like beautiful girls are. That's a blessing. I suppose. Risking another glance in the mirror, I winced. Riiight.

I'm not eloquent. I'm not skilled at communication. I'm a dunce at math. I'm always sticking my foot in my mouth. I'm... it would go on and on.

A few years ago, I was the classic case of insecurity.

It wasn't as though I didn’t receive compliments and encouragement. But while the praise always conjured up a fleeting feeling of pleasure, it was as if every compliment would inevitably smack an invisible brick wall: They were just being nice. They didn't really mean it.

My situation was anything but unique; we all know that "low self-esteem" is rampant, especially among young people. And yet, in spite of all the attention that the subject receives, the real issue is almost always skirted.

Psychologists would have said that my root problem was a battered self-image, and quickly prescribed a system of positive thinking as the antidote. It wouldn't have worked, because the diagnosis would have been dead wrong.

The issue wasn't that I needed more positive support from friends and family. I can't blame the culture, either; my problem wasn't caused by the airbrushed models I compared myself with constantly.

When a man with a brain tumor complains that his head hurts, his doctor doesn’t hand him an aspirin, grin, and cheerfully announce that "it’s all better". The same principle applies here: the cause must be treated for healing to occur, and low self-esteem is nothing but a symptom. All my insecurity was merely the tell-tale sign of a much deeper issue.

First things first

Let's play a definition game. I'll give you a word, and you'll rack your brain for the traits that give away it’s presence. Ready, set, go...

Pride. Quick, what are your very first associations with that word? What traits, thoughts, and actions go along with it? Mull it over for a moment before reading on.

Perhaps, as I usually do, you thought of a cocky "I'm all that and more" attitude. You know—the people who carry their noses in the air, and act like they're a notch above the rest of us. So, I reasoned, if I don't struggle with arrogance—if I'm not a nose-in-the-air kind of person—then I can give myself a high five! I'm off the hook!

Ah, no. Not exactly.

Arrogance is certainly the most visible manifestation of pride, but I made the mistake of overlooking it's subtler manifestations in my concentration on the obvious. Although we may not usually place self-deprecation and insecurity in the same category alongside vanity and arrogance, in many cases, they belong there just the same.

Sounds contradictory, doesn't it? It's easy to acknowledge that a girl who flaunts her drop-dead-gorgeous looks has a problem in the area of pride, but am I really saying that a girl who thinks she's completely unattractive and untalented may struggle with the very same issue? For me, the answer was an emphatic yes.

Artfully disguised under a false veneer of humility, this form of pride is often difficult to detect. And yet, once I stopped to prayerfully examine my heart, it immediately became plain that my "humility" wasn't the real deal. How? My thoughts were completely absorbed in myself. Did you notice, in my list of complaints about myself, the predominant occurrence of the words "I'm" and "my"? True humility does precisely the opposite: it forgets itself.

In Mere Christianity, C.S. Lewis wrote something that glued itself to my mind. (Lewis has a knack at doing that.) He said:

"A really humble man...won't be a sort of person...who's always telling you that, of course, he's nobody. Probably all you'll think about him is that he seemed a cheerful, intelligent chap who took a real interest in what you said to him. If you do dislike him, it will be because you feel a bit envious of anyone who seems to enjoy life so easily. He won't be thinking about himself at all. There I must stop. If anyone would like to acquire humility, I can, I think, tell him the first step. The first step is to realize that one is proud. And a biggish step, too. At least, nothing whatever can be done before it. If you think you're not conceited, it means you are very conceited indeed."

Both arrogance and insecurity share a common denominator, and that denominator is self-absorption. Isn't that what pride is, after all—setting ourselves up on the throne that only God deserves? Whenever I'm worried about my appearance and natural abilities, isn’t it always because I crave admiration? If I’m honest, wasn't that the real reason why I cared so deeply about what other people thought of me? Fretting is a dead give-away that my thoughts are turned inward, and inward thoughts are a dead give-away that I’m proud.

The Only Solution

If pride is the underpinning ailment, the gospel is the only cure for it. Pride is forced to wither in the shadow of the cross. If my focus is on Christ—if my soul is riveted by the beauty of His sacrifice, His love, and His unmerited forgiveness—a fixation on how others perceive me is not even a viable option. It is impossible to be absorbed by both ourselves and our Savior at the same time; it must wholly one, or wholly the other.

Our Maker formed us, lovingly and tenderly, so that He might be admired. Whether or not anyone admires us is frankly insignificant; we were created to reflect the glory and beauty of Christ to those around us, not the glory and beauty of Me.

With our eyes on Christ, the whole view changes. In a self-absorbed perspective, the opinions of other people are paramount. From a Christ-centered perspective, the accolades and disdain of others matter little, because His approval makes man’s look like dust. In a self-absorbed perspective, our value is based off of appearance and performance. But when our lives are marked by a deepening understanding of the gospel—when we are transformed every day anew by the truth that “while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us” (Rom. 5:8)—we will be moved to humble rejoicing, knowing that our worth is found in the Father's unmerited, boundless love.

The gospel doesn’t offer us a boost of self-esteem, because a boost of self-esteem isn’t what we need. Instead, it corrects our deepest problem with something infinitely richer and more satisfying: an offer to esteem our Maker first.